Luis,
Wow. On one hand, congratulations on becoming a father! It's been so rewarding for me. I have a nine-year old step-son and a twenty-one month old daughter.
On the other hand, I'm sorry to hear that you lost your job. I wish you the best of luck on obtaining new employment as soon as possible.
But, regardless of the reason, the trains can wait. They'll still be there when you return to the hobby.
Good luck,
DFF